The Road to the Great Perhaps-aka High School has detrimentally affected me more than I thought
I'm Alive
To Save a Life
I H9 Snobby Kids (and potentially may be one myself??)
Hello everyone! In case my mini-bio on the side of the site wasn't...descriptive enough, here's more about me!
(P.S. I realize that nobody may ever read this blog, but I've just been in a blogging mood this past couple of days soooo...yeah [Don't you hate it when people end their sentences like that? haha])
My name is A. Z. Rowling...my name is Aohn Zreen...gosh I wish I could write as well as these two kids. Well anyway, my name is Alyssa and I am an INTP (search it up kiddo).
I am quiet around social people and loud around quiet people. I wish I could control it so I can fit in, but whatevs. You gotta just deal with it haha. And life ain't about fitting in anyway.
Okay so growing up I was one of those kids that were super afraid of death and thought about it all the time. Which sounds kinda funky but I think it sort of makes sense because if you think about it, it's the only thing that's guaranteed in the world and life just seems like a series of distractions in comparison. And it's creepy not knowing what's going to happen to you after you die. It sort of sucks out the meaning of life if you know you aren't going exist in any form afterwards. And I would doubt everything around me; that my parents were human and not manipulating robots and that this life wasn't just a dream. Yup I was an old brain trapped in a four year old body. But enough of my morbid thoughts. Since I've decided to live for Jesus, I feel like this great weight has been taken off my shoulders. While my peers stress about their grades, colleges, reputations, mistakes, I know that Jesus has my back and he has great plans for me. And He always has their back too! Don't stress kids, enjoy your life and love other peeps!
Also I really like calling people "kids" and "peeps." Don't ask why, I always thought it was super funny. Sometimes I even call my parents "kids" (and then they're like O__o). Oh yes and I like calling people dum dums as well when they say something dum. It's like they're a lollipop. Yay. Oh yeah and I like saying "It don't" and "I ain't" a lot too. So grammar nazis don't be shocked if those phrases appear in my blogs. oh yeah and I suck at grammar in general. I was practicing for the writing SATs and I don't know all the grammar rules and stuff, I just answered according to instinct (which is wrong a lot of the time apparently). Anyhoo...
Some of my favorite things in lyf are:
listening to relaxing music. or crazy music. or weird music. idk it's fun.
reading GOOD books.
spoiling the plots of books and movies by searching them up on wikipedia.
TAIWANESE DRAMAS AND OBSESSING OVER THE ACTORS/ACTRESSES AND WISHING THEY WERE TOGETHER IN REAL LIFE
eating all kinds of food. i get sick of one type of food after a while.
i like going out to eat. because eating is just funner that way
biking and hiking. love nature, love traveling to new environments
I JUST REALLY LIKE NATURE let me be a hermit in the wild in peeeaccee
mosquitoes really love my blood
oh and i like collared shirts too. i mean i like wearing them.
youtube is also pretty cool.
Some of the things I'm good at:
typing really fast (on a computer, i suck at mobile devices). yes i wish i hadn't gotten sucked up into technology, but fortunately i'm not completely dependent on it so yay :)
listening, i will listen and will not get impatient unless you are being very prideful/rude
finding out random information about people on facebook and remembering it
remembering people's names
frosting cupcakes
staying up late
being optimistic-ish. im pretty pessimistic on the outside
writing excessively long papers/whatevers i need to write
not complaining (although i may on the inside)
Some of the things I'm bad at:
being emotional (if you've seen me be emotional, you will most likely. never. see. it. again. which is not necessarily a good thing)
being concise in words (ahem ahem)
being sympathetic & empathetic on the outside
small talk (i suck okay)
waking up
maintaining acceptable hygiene (been improving though)
growing tall
commitment to...anything
consistency in...anything
stepping out of my comfort zone
falling asleep
let's take a break here
I was born in Highland Park, Illinois (for the dum dums like me, it's near Chicago I think) and then I moved to Ottawa, Canada, and then I moved to California (gurls-KP). YAYAYA
What else
I love my family at church!!! even we're sort of awkward it's all fuzzy and nice :)
Here's a family portrait from the Honduras mission trip (did I mention I love traveling? I love tropical places with happy faces). we're pretty asian eh?
Okay last thang before I sleep
*drum roll pleasee*
What I find attractive/not attractive:
If you're in a taiwanese drama and your acting chops are super +1
If you also like singing +1
If you diligently play your instrument/sing in front of me +2
If you live for Jesus + infinity okay
If you sympathetic (at least on the inside) +1
If you're a good listener +1
If you like to thoroughly think about stuff +1
If you're not on your mobile device every time I see you +1
If you're creative +1
If you sort of know how to dress decently-ish +1/2
If you can cook +1
If you like eating +1
If you like kids (they so cute) +1
If you're optimistic about life +1
If you're chill +1
If you're cheeks are squishy +1
If you're taller than me +1/2
If you smile +1
If you are egocentric -1
If you are a hedonist -1
If you are impatient -1
If you are shallow -1
If you flirt with multiple people -10
If you are insensitive -1
If you are stubbornly stiff -1
If you treat someone like they're better than others, or treat someone like they're worse than others -1
If you are always cynical -1
YAYYAY GOODNIGHT WHY DO I SLEEP SO LATE EVERYDAY :/
I'm Alive
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